Voyeuristic Complications

If that’s what voyeurism was supposed
to be it wasn’t even close to expectations – and I had
thought I understood expectancy:

after all a voyeur’s just some kind of kinky dingo
eccentric who gets off furtively watching other’s
naked bodies and their sexual acts. But I wasn’t even

excited. Period. Bored in fact and really wanted to
pee but couldn’t because she was playing with me,
sort of expectantly.

You’re supposed to be a bit more rigid she intoned
critically in my ear. I said ordinarily I’m sure I would
have been, but hadn’t you noticed, we aren’t alone...
© I.D. Carswell 2006