A bits and pieces sort of day, nothing really took
control to make impressions last, or covertly play
parts where passé adages are pooled in a wash
of their own rendering; so it’s null and void you’d
like to say, blending in vast androgynous space
And it stayed that way - like a conscious choice
apace with itself; so even the greetings received
were low-key mutations of a no longer longed for
recognition staying clean of controversy - please
keep some for me, comes the plaintive cry
You’ll have to think about that; why hadn’t those
so-useful-in-the-past fillips spawned advantages
you might cajole, tactfully of course, into routes
marked clearly with signs and interval distances
between what you’d hope to and can’t achieve
You surmise, there’s not a lot I could do anyway
my plan changed when the sun rose awkwardly
I couldn’t find reason to redefine objectives that
were never my own; as such just getting by is a
reward huge enough to hide in comfortably
So you’ll live with it until something insuperable
comes to pass; look, my hearing aids now relay
gist of conversations I did without for years - but
I participated by reading lips - maybe its still too
ingenuous to slip sideways from here
© 15 July 2014, I. D. Carswell
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